"I love you inâ€“in every kind of way.â€™ â€˜I feel like that too . . .â€™ His voice is shocked and raw. â€˜Itâ€™s â€“ itâ€™s a feeling so big I sometimes think itâ€™s going to swalow me. Itâ€™s so strong I feel it could kil me. It keeps growing and I canâ€™t â€“ I donâ€™t know what to do to stop it. But â€“ but weâ€™re not supposed to do this â€“ to love each other like this!"