"Itâ€™s funny. When you leave your home and wander really far, you always think, â€˜I want to go home.â€™ But then you come home, and of course itâ€™s not the same. You canâ€™t live with it, you canâ€™t live away from it. And it seems like from then on thereâ€™s always this yearning for some place that doesnâ€™t exist. I felt that. Still do. Iâ€™m never completely at home anywhere."